Getting lost...

  I have a few questions for you to think about and if you like you can leave your answers in the comment area...

How many of you have "stared in to space" or "spaced out" as people like to call it?
How many of you would rather "space out" then deal with life?
When you are "spaced out" do you feel free?
When you are "spaced out" does all the pain melt away?

Well let me talk to you a minute... It is Normal to "space out" but don't let it take you in... it is ok to "space out" for a lil bit to remember that you are you and you are ok but it is not ok to "space out" and not want to come back... you are alone when you are "spaced out" no one can save you, no one can reach you... and i know yes it is good to be alone at times but if you want to be alone why not pick up a book and get lost in it rather then going where no one can reach you...

When i "space out" I am alone, in a dark hole, i think about life and what is going on... and i always tell myself i aint going back... imma stay right here... but in the end i come back cuz if i didnt i would lose so much...

if you married you lose you spouse, children, home, happyness and much more...

if you are single then you lose the chance to tell someone you love them, that chance to have a family, that chance to know what is it like to be loved none stop...

we all have something in our lives that if we lost it we would be lost so why "space out" and lose it... Is it really worth it...

and when i say spaced out  i dont mean staring at a wall for 5 mins... i mean gone not there... no repsonse, no movement, no blinking for a long while...

I space out when i am mad or when i have been hurt so bad that i dont want to deal with it... i will space out of hours at a time cuz i would rather be alone then dealing with it... but it is time that i stand up and face shit and not run in to my own head to get away from it all... if you are ready to take that stand with me then take my hand and we will stand together...

*holds her hand out to you* take if you will...