Randomness...

       I know I told you in the next blog I would talk about cutting and burning but I am a lil off today if you know what I mean. If not you soon will and I hope that you can forgive me for not talking about that topic.
      So much has been weighing on my mind. And I feel like I need to get it off my chest before I break or snap or well end up hurting myself over it.
       P.S. alot of this will be jumping from topic to topic cuz that is how it is going on in my head and that is how i want to type it out so maybe you can see some of the confusion I go thru day after day.

The word fat...

              This is going to be the start of many blogs to come I hope. I am not the best at this but then again I am not pushing you to read it if you don't like it.
               Today I want to talk about the word fat. Many people use that word as a weapon as a means to hurt someone or scare them.

How to talk to some...

I made a chose to sit and talk with my husband today and i am not sure what i am going to say yet but i know that we need to talk...

Out of Place!

I woke up today and felt more out of place then ever before...

Messed up few days...

I have had a messed up few day or weeks not sure lost track of time...

Getting lost...

  I have a few questions for you to think about and if you like you can leave your answers in the comment area...

Don't be fooled...

For those of you that don't know... Yes I am Bi-polar... and yes i do have relapses like everyone else... There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about hurting myself and i thought for the longest time I was ok and I was over it... But it just took a few unkind words from a so called friend to push me over that edge and well here I am...